Wickity Wack...

I want to write a nice long update, I really do. I jot notes throughout my day and think, "Oh, Catie, you should write about this." Unfortunately, I have been struggling with horrible fatigue. Like the kind that makes you incredibly forgetful, exhausted and foggy. I see the doc on Friday and I have a sneaking suspicion a sleep study is in my near future.

With that said, life with Jackson and Robbie continues to roll on and by roll on I mean fly by and by fly by I mean my child runs to me, is talking (or really trying hard to), and declaring an "I can do it by myself!!!" mantra with most things.

This Friday is his schools big Halloween Parade and Party. In order to maintain some sort of costumed look he is going as a puppy. It was a simple jacket type costume I got at Target, last minute, for $15. I am willing to bet good money he won't last 5 minutes in it - but at least we tried. I promise to post pics.

In the meantime here are a few of Danger. He is getting so big and this really does make me so sad.


Meltdown in 3..2..1...


So scary, I know.

"Cheeeeeeeeeese!"


City Market Fall Harvest

First time to City Diner for Laresa & Jackson.
He became fast friends with the owner. She couldn't help herself.

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Amber said…
I LOVE Robbie's expression in the one with the meltdown. It's as if he's trying to turn away from Jackson, like he doesn't really know him! :) Jackson just continues to get cuter and cuter everyday! Hope you get to feeling better soon.
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