I knew I was forgetting something...

Writing and keeping a journal has always been cathartic for me and I think often, "I should jot that down." The many "thats" that have gone by since last July are almost too numerous to count, and frankly, I've sadly forgotten most of them. I love to write and this blog is testament to that. Unfortunately, my time and energy is limited these days and given my OCD nature, I can't just write a simple little update without revision and editing. I've always wanted to be sure I am saying what I mean and mean what I say...and if I can do it eloquently with a little additional thought, well even better. And that's where I struggle these days. It seems my brain power is more focused on the miles of pages that need to be read for class, remembering to pick my child up from daycare and staying on top of a job that, at times, consumes more of my life than I'd rather admit. Needless to say, I'm busy and taking time to sit, think, ponder and write (grammatically), well, that time rarely exists. Bottom line: I need to make more time.

The real problem with not writing in awhile is the overwhelming feeling to update since the last time I wrote. I will just have to work with what I have now....which still feels like a lot.

Jackson Danger:
He is nearly 3!!!! I can hardly believe it. He is such a smart little guy, funny and loving. He is also fiercely independent and throws some of the most terrific tantrums. The older he gets the harder it gets at being a parent - but - it also gets more fun, and weekly we seem to find more things he is interested in doing. I love watching him grow.

The Robot:
Within the last few weeks Robbie started a new job with one of the largest companies in Kansas City. It's a health care centered organization dedicated to creating solutions (like electronic medical records) for health care providers and hospitals. Robbie will work on designing their new products. The job is still new for Robbie and as with any new job, there is a learning curve, but Robbie is Robbie and we all know he will do just fine. I am very proud of him and his willingness to try something a little different.

School:
Graduate school is challenging and there are days I think, "what the heck am I doing???" However, most days I just get done what needs to be done and hope I am on the right track. So far, so good and I am learning quite a lot. One of these days I'll be done - and only have a job and a family and a social life to contend to. How novel!

Above picture:
There is something so special to me about this photo. We were in OKC visiting family for Christmas when this picture was taken. Jackson was upset, and of course, only Daddy could provide assistance. Robbie's smile sums up everything about Robbie's parenting style. He loves that kid so much and has so much patience with him. I have accepted my role is to stand back, soak it up and snap the picture.

Always there's more...and maybe I will indulge again soon...time will tell.